Reaper-Kitt

so, im obsessed with this anime that i found... its called Soul Eater.... and like, i hat anime.. with a passion... so this is weird for me XD but i watced every episode ever made and i want them to make more >.< but its from 2008... so...... that makes me really sad lol. but anywayssss. i feel like im gonna fail the chool year... problly cause im sitting on my computer doing this instead of the school work that oive missed from being out so much... but thats okay lol. if i fail the ear im being cyber schooled. which would be fun, but i wont see my friends :( although my boyfriend told me he should have a car by next school year, so ill be ab

ugh. i can never do anything right. no matter what i do someones upset. one person particularly. >.> i seriously just wanna slap someone. and ive been having nightmares ever night and they keep getting more and more realistic.... they scare me... lastnight i woke &nbsp;and almost killed myself because i though everything in the dreams really happened... i really cant take this anymore.... im gonna lose the last scrap of sanity that i have left... i need help... i need counseling and medication..... i need something..... i think im gonna start writing more journals... i need to vent and no one really looks at my journals anyway.... although one per

stupid websight -_- its nnot letting me click on things so i cant upload stuff. its pissing me off.... but anyways. ALOT of stuff has happened, broke up with my boyfriend, went out with another kid, broke up with him and im back with my ex. and honestly, im mostly happy. theres just that one thing. but ohwell... ill find a way. theres always a way. i recently stopped smoking pot too. and it SUCKS DX like seriously...... i wish i never promised to stop... ive been really depressed sense i stopped... i only did it to help myself be happy so i could forget about all the shit in my life and possibly be happy for a while. and it worked too. but oh